Life.. its what happens when you're busy making other plans. Can't remember who said it, but its true. You get caught up chasing things and yet never seem to grasp what's going on.
You stay in relationships that have outstayed their welcome.. why?
You hang around with people that have a negative effect on you.. why?
You carry on doing the same old same old and ask... why?
Life is for living. Its for grabbing by the balls, shaking it around a bit and stepping out of complacency.
I have longed for a life of stability, calm and peace.. Instead I'm faced with the roller coaster that is life constantly. In my face, up front and personal. I want to get on and enjoy the ride, yet when I step on it I end up more afraid than ever. The churning feeling in the pit of my stomach really really increasing my anxiety levels and leaving me feeling washed out.
I should step away from everything.
I should just walk away, throw my hands in the air and say "whatever"
But its the addiction that keeps me there. Within that fear is the element of "Go on then, I'll try it, just for once, cos I might just like it"
And then I do and I love it. I'm clinging on with both hands, feeling the wind rush through my hair and I'm off, hurtling around the roller coaster again.
I love it. I love what life throws at me sometimes. Whether its good for me or not. I have to hang on and see where it takes me.
Life is for living.
Don't forget to live while you're still alive.
Don't stay in the safe secure place if its not where you belong.
Get on the roller coaster.
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